But i love you..

you decide when to love me,

today wasn't really the greatest day.. i mean i printed out the application for the medical clerk thingy that sarah told me about... josh is slowly going crazy with the repetition of living in humboldt, where in san fran we could decide when we did stuff, or just walk around late at night, cook things when ever..dance to music at the crack of dawn..random things like that.. whereas here we do the same thing over and over.. get up, watch some t.v. look for jobs, go walk to drop off resumes, walk back, hang out in our room, wait till dinner, have dinner, go back to our room, watch t.v, go to sleep.. it's the samething and josh can't stand that.. but if you can't stand something then change it, and don't bitch about it ALL the time. That's the rule, you can change it, so don't complain about it.. and i mean his family was nice enough to take us in..and now he's complaining..

i need to make some more friends.