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I kinda had one of those days with josh. He was cranky annoying and just down right mean to me. I planned on studying all day today for an upcoming very important test and he decided that he was going to act like a small child. Slamming doors glaring at me and so on and so forth. I found this quite annoying he complained how he wanted to do something and how IIIII never ever wanted to do anything fun. Sure I would have loved going and seeing a movie instead of writing down tons of terms for psych class, but I know what I have to do and what needs to be done in my life.

on a lighter note I went to my very first roller derby practice lastnight!!!! IT WAS AMAZING and I loved every minute of it! I wish I could instantly be part of the roller derby LEAGUE already but just like every one else I have to train my ass of and work towards the top. So I got there and I honestly thought that I was going to throw up and I wasn't going to be able to make it, and I was going to fail miserably! BUT the world famous "Mcnasty" tapped on my window and told me to get inside and get ready for some roller derby! it was awesome all of the women were totally nice to me and totally friendly! at first i was totally intimidated by then I got over it and got into it! I finally learned how to skate the proper way and do a one knee slide or stop.... I was totally sweating balls by the end of my little newbie practice.... and i totally left wanting MOOOOORRREEEE! so i plan on going next tuesday :)