7/20/09
My guiena pigs woke me up this morning, with their squeaking and wrestling around... not to mention the loud crunching sound as they eat their fortified pellets. My life seems like it has turned into a dark hole of suckyness, and my mom says i need to cultivate my happyness, but how do you do that when nothing really makes you happy anymore? If someone knows please tell me! well i mean i'm only 19 but i feel like i'm like seriously 26 going on 30 and i need something big in my life... not to mention that my moms always on my ass about getting to where i wanna go and shit like that, and i can't lie it really gets on my nerves a lot, it adds a little misery to my life. but i guess i just need to figure out what the hell i'm going to do with my life. I mean being a nurse would rake in all the money but doing art would really make me happy, finally finding something that i loved and working on it for the rest of my life.. now that would be amazing. I think my life now is prone to meltdowns, with my crazy work, my mother that only wants the best of me, and my attempt of going back to a junior college. i guess i'm pulling myself into a thousand million diffrent directions.
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